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Penelope Bartlau

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FEBRUARY 4TH - 8 Years

February 4, 2020

You purr in your sleep

others may snore

whereas

you

are a giant cat

a soft purr-fur whiskered-warm cat

purring-eye closed

asleep

Each day heralds a new big idea

a dream

so many - so beautiful

I never know which to pursue

so I wait to see which one may stick

then we can follow it together

A person of few words

but when it is time for you to speak

we all listen

(although you normally preface speaking with an unconscious cough so we know the big thought - the pragmatic or philosophic pearl is about to drop)

I feel like a popcorn machine who lives beside a glass of peaty whisky

Off to work in daily Yakka-tradie work clobber

a blokey-bloke - tough indeed

but the morning ritual

a spray of Italian perfume

which subtly exudes from beneath the Yakka

must be a workplace surprise

for those with a nose

Your melancholy

it makes me laugh - I know, that’s mean, but it’s true

a perpetual sense of sorry, decay and loss

the end of the world is coming

the soundtrack to this must be The Lark Ascending

or anything by Arvo Pärt

your dreamscapes and fears of decay

are full of imagination and mystery

they make me wonder and see the world differently

You’ve taught me how to appreciate delicate things

I watch you study a piece of old lace or needlework

or crystal glassware

or something finely forged - like the petals on a bronze rose

your hands are so big (but your eye is so fine)

everything you handle looks small

and so fragile

Your laugh, your joy, your day

and night

all of it

are a delight

and every year

being with you

just gets better

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